L0n3ly BaByB0ii Is Dead From The Road Of Relationship Cause True Love Dun Exsist

Just got a lawyer to go for my court case on the 8th of november 2010(Monday). Finally get a postpone for at least 7 weeks and i hope that my lawyer can help mi to get at least 1 charges drop so that i can get a lighter sentence but keep on dragging is not a way. Haiis, just hope that i can be able to spend my 2011 de Chinese New Year and my 22th birthday outside before i go in and serve my sentence for my case of illegal assisting moneylending(ah long runner). Dun know why private lawyer fees is so expansive but no choice since i wanna drag it for at least 6-7 months. My lawyer fees will be at least 4.5k to 6k haiis. Dun know where am i going to get the money but by hook or by crook i must get the lawyer fees. Haiis. Hmmm, now girlfriend also just break up but it's also a good case to mi cause currently i got case on hand and i dun wish to have any relationship on hand cause when a person gt a girlfriend, it's quite troublesome when i got a girlfriend when i got to go in prison and serving my sentence. I will not be serving my sentence in peace if i got a girlfriend outside, i will be thinking whether will she be waiting or doing things behind my back. After i go in and come out den i will consider to find a girlfriend for a stable relstionship and den maybe make plans to settle down as i'm also not young anymore. Must start to think for my adopted old age grandmother and mother. Cannot let my grandmother keep on being so disappointed in mi cause i kep on going in and out of insituation like singapore boys' home, gracehaven and now prison. And as for my mother, i can't make her disappointed and work so hard for my daily usage. She has already work hard enough for mi ever since i was a baby and i think it's time for mi to work hard and let her enjoy life. Now whenever i think of my mother i dun know why i will feel sad and i will be feeling like a useless son somemore she adopted mi and raise mi till i'm 21+++ going to 22 now. I have make suffer alot and for mi it's time for mi to make my payment to be a good, useful and fillal son. I know my mother won't be avle to see this post of mine but i will silently make a promise to to mother that i will be good, useful anf fillal to her. MOTHER I LOVE YOU.

Black & White
9:09 AM

Haiis ...
Finally Back to Post ...
Now got a case on hand, damn headache ...
Sure go in de ...
Hope can drag till after Chinese New Year ...
As for relationship, it has been uphill and downhill for mi ...
Dun know why problems keep surfacing ...
Haiis ...
For $$, at least now i stable le hahas

Black & White
8:36 PM

Finally things have been smooth for us .
Our Relationship is like a boat ride
Once it was rocky and unstable, But now is smooth sailing again .
How i wish things could remain like this forever .

Black & White
3:23 PM

Said u love u but in the end wat happen
I place all of my feelings and hope in the relationship but wat result i get
Nothing but disappointment
'Promises Are Meant To Be Broken'
I agress cause u haven't forgotten all our promises
Fucked Up
U have mess up my whole life
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE U !!!!!!!

Black & White
11:53 AM

Hii readers
BabyBoii back to posting again
Long time didn't update le
Haiis
Now it's 1 police case after another case
Fist is contraband cigarette
Now is loanshark runner
Really dun know wat i did to 'ENJOY' this type of 'LUCK'
Haiis
Going back to AMK HQ to report on the 22th of july
Dun know wat will happen to mi
Hope it's just a warning haiis
Really dun know wat to say
Happily Attached to Cheryl Lim
Hope can stay attach as long as possible

Black & White
10:47 AM

Haiis
Another unluckly day for mi
Got caught At River Valley Road with 20 packets of contraband cigarettes
Damn unlucky
Haiis
Really dun know wat to say
Go there drink also will kena
Somemore is haven't drink(Not even a sip)
5th July 2010 10am court 29 den transfer to court 9 @ 2:30pm
Kena fine S$3500 for 2 charges
Judge allowed pay by installment but must pay S$1700
August pay S$900 Sept pay S$900
Dun know where to find the money lor but no choice got to find haiis

Black & White
9:37 AM

BaByBoii back
Hmmm now at least things have been picking up abit
Not so much money problem
Not so much 'LJ taiji'
But
Still cannot find job yet
Haiis
I WANNA SETTLE DOWN
No more playing around for mi

Black & White
10:02 AM